FarkedLife.com is my alter-ego. I have a lot of anger inside that hits me when I see someone with 7 nubs for fingers on one hand where there should be 5 fingers like 99.9999% other people have.

It hits me when I see a kitten being dragged around by monkeys that feed it bamboo leaves and carry it into trees to sleep before it can hardly walk on flat ground. Later I find the kitten laying on the concrete, thrown like a toy from high up in the trees.

It hits me when I see people or animals suffering in pain – helpless to do anything for themselves, and often there’s nothing any of us can do for them either.

It hits me when Christians or any fervent believer in any ‘-ism’ tells me how great their god is and how I should worship their fantasy like they do. In case any believers in any god haven’t noticed – your god isn’t available at the present. Ask yourself WHY. If your god isn’t available – it isn’t any good to you right now – it doesn’t serve any good purpose.

It hits me when I look at my entire life and wonder why I, and everyone else here needs to experience such a twisted thing over 72 years.

I don’t “get it”. I don’t think I’m ever going to “get it” and be OK with how life is here for us on this spinning blue $h!t-ball.